Quiet Christmas Eve _ Feng Yun _ Sina Blog

Very quiet yesterday, today, is very quiet, very quiet, tomorrow I can expect from Christmas Eve to Christmas Eve, so too, perhaps the best festivals, perhaps now no one is interested, I began to become habits. Today someone asked if I was a few specific friends around me, I'm busy answering where affair, almost widespread pressure me, SMS continues to be received, also received a telephone call, but in this holiday's own pleasure, nor special low, so quiet. Every day, and are close to his own birthday, I'm really afraid of, someone asked me how old is the new year, I even some mouth words, do not dare to tell her age, do not want to allow yourself to feel immediately to grow one-year-old, who are all looking forward to birthday, looking forward to food, cake, friend's wishes, I become more and more alone, but also increasingly occlusion, low-key some no sense, I asked myself really old, I'm really afraid of. In fact, I know, maybe it is time to have the feelings, last year I was telling a lot of people and her birthday, I know that is my last time and her birthday that day I was happy and not let time pass rush, but time is still like that, this year is different in previous years, I really want to spend alone alone. Sometimes I am grateful for friends, they know they will always bless me after the birthday, and calls for their birthday with me, and I do not know what that is kind of feeling, just want to celebrate with their family or to spend their lonely, it seems a bit heavy, today anyway or Christmas Eve, I also try to be happy, and I hope my friends happy. Last few days have been listening to the left of the original of this never heard this song, just in the struggle, hear, feel my Lai's interpretation is very good, maybe because my Lai didn't like this song, thanks to the play cute my Lai, is she that I like this song, I heard, over and over again listening and, in the quiet on Christmas Eve, a man left hand typing, one person listening to the left, Maple pen! quiet on Christmas Eve